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Post by anaix3l on Apr 22, 2020 10:52:01 GMT -5
I dare you to turn the volume to the max and then click play. http://instagram.com/p/B_RkxQBo73d And then see how long it takes before you get reported for having ducklings in your apartment. Though now that I think better, it would probably be more fun with a bigger animal... like a donkey or something.
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Post by anaix3l on Apr 27, 2020 12:42:43 GMT -5
I had already decided I would request refunds for my concert tickets, but actually starting to do it was... sickening? There's no point of missing out on the narrow window of opportunity to recover at least a part of my money when I don't know what will happen in over a year from now. It's not just the virus, even though a lot of people are old and in the danger zone. It's everything unraveling financially and politically. I don't know if I'll be able to afford a roof next winter, let alone to travel to expensive places like Denmark. I don't know if I'll even be allowed to enter Denmark anymore. I can't just trust everything will somehow be alright when it's highly likely it won't...
But it's still really upsetting to give it all up.
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Post by bartman2001 on May 24, 2020 23:24:33 GMT -5
If I were an animal I'd be a Tanuki! Steal your food, Steal your Sake, Steal your women. "Tanuki never work he for fun. Eat, drink, dance, make sex. Alla time big fun."
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Post by anaix3l on Jun 1, 2020 10:56:23 GMT -5
I'm exhausted.
A friend got himself into renovating a house because he needs the money desperately these days, but he can't really do it because he's disabled (not officially/ legally/ whatever you wish to call it because then he wouldn't be able to get hired) so he needed help. So that's what I've been doing lately. Can't really complain, I've never had a big empty room (with no furniture that could be destroyed) available for proper, long handstand walks and other kind of goofing about (I still managed to bash both my head and my feet on a door). I'm just exhausted. Still need to move some marble tiles tonight, but had most of today off so I could take one of those big imperial white lilies to the cemetery. Hope there will be no more hail in the next days to ruin it. Weather has been crap lately. 10°C highs is not early June weather!
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Post by AeroCooper on Jul 7, 2020 14:25:24 GMT -5
I met a girl with 12 nipples today. It sounds weird.....dozen tit?
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Post by anaix3l on Jul 9, 2020 10:28:58 GMT -5
I'm hugging my hot chocolate and listening to Iron Maiden. And wearing my Insomnium t-shirt which I ordered when they did the live stream in late May. Since March 2017, I've had an Amazon wishlist so that anyone who likes my work and feels like getting me something can do so. It was how I got a lot of my chocolate and music. With the whole virus mess, I kept it into hiding for a few months, but then made it public again in mid June as I was running out of hot chocolate. And then 10 days later, someone told me to check it because there's something wrong. He had bought one of the hot chocolates on the list, but then received the money back because something had gone wrong. My heart sank thinking there was indeed some problem on my side and I had just caused trouble for nothing. Even if he said that being damaged in transport was another entirely plausible possibility on that list of possible issues he got in the email. I couldn't shake the feeling that maybe it was my fault, even though absolutely nothing seemed wrong - the address was correct, in the correct format, I had always been available should anyone attempt to deliver it. But still, what if I had missed something? That hot chocolate wasn't in stock anymore anyway, so I moved on. Well, today I got another package. And a clue about what may have happened to the first hot chocolate. The box was in a sealed bag. Which usually doesn't happen, I pick up the Amazon cardboard box. But this cardboard box looked like it was disintegrating even though it had tape all over it. I don't know if an elephant sat on it or if someone opened it, didn't find anything of interest and then damaged it to cover all up. But miraculously, both the box of hot chocolate and the DVD boxset were in there intact. So now I'm hugging the hot chocolate. I was out of hot chocolate for a couple of weeks. --- I should have been at the barrier in Vienna just about now.
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Post by AeroCooper on Jul 9, 2020 19:57:15 GMT -5
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Post by anaix3l on Jul 29, 2020 1:39:38 GMT -5
I'm stuck on how soft "dich" sounds coming out of his mouth.
I find this version lacking the gloominess of the Rammstein original, but the last part... damn, love the intensity!
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Jul 30, 2020 16:40:31 GMT -5
Post by anaix3l on Jul 30, 2020 16:40:31 GMT -5
I'm not feeling it. Wacken are doing a 4 day online event since the real thing can't happen (full schedule here - scroll down). Alice was on this afternoon. Sounded great, as usual. But for some reason I couldn't get into it. A spider is coming down my laptop screen. Unrelated, but oh, well... Perhaps it's a mix of being stressed out over a hundred things, tired, missing the real thing... That last one having climbed to disturbing levels since last weekend when YouTube decided to slap me with a Die Toten Hosen song about the joy of concerts. I got to see them live when they headlined ArtMania in 2012. I knew about them and a couple songs because a friend was crazy about them. But I had no idea what madness that night was going to be. I lost my ID, my money... people helped me recover everything at the end, so no big deal. My denim jacket got ripped. At least two people passed directly above me during every song of their 20+ set. It was totally crazy. And immensely fun. I miss that intensity. And while I do appreciate the effort people have put into online events, that's one thing I can't get out of them. And it just happens to be the most important thing.
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Post by anaix3l on Aug 3, 2020 15:05:19 GMT -5
I'm an idiot.
I think I've just adopted a baby pigeon this afternoon. It cannot fly. Wings seem fine, flaps them a ton for balance, it just seems it doesn't yet know how.
And I don't know how to get it to eat.
At least I got it to drink a bit of water.
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Post by anaix3l on Aug 11, 2020 16:26:54 GMT -5
I was shocked to learn some guys had no idea Playgirl was even a thing
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Aug 26, 2020 3:36:39 GMT -5
Post by anaix3l on Aug 26, 2020 3:36:39 GMT -5
I'm... disappointed with myself, I guess?
I'm an atheist, I don't believe in second chances in some imaginary other life after this, so I really don't want to spend the one life I have being miserable. And my approach to this was always consider worst case scenario, so that anything better than that is a bonus and a pleasant surprise. I'd like to think it has worked for the most part and even with crappy moments that have happened, I obviously survived given I'm writing here now, so I can have a sense of humour about it all and remember it all as fun. No matter how sick and tired I was at the time.
But I was listening to Delain yesterday. And you know that thing circulating on the internet - "with the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything"
This one song is always going to bring back memories
And yesterday, it just happened to bring back fun memories and I got annoyed with myself because with this particular incident, what usually surfaces when I remember about it is anger. Anger towards the fact people would act like that. But the thing is... there was so much more during those ten months after I was assaulted and had to deal with fixing most of the physical damage. It wasn't just those hours of lying in the grass in pain, feeling sorry for myself and all the plans I had worked so hard for and got ruined just like that. There were a lot of fun moments as well, a lot more than the bad even. And at the time, I wouldn't have thought it was going going to be the the fun times that would eventually get pushed away in a corner and remembered much less often. But it's what has happened and I guess I'm disappointed that's the case.
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Post by anaix3l on Aug 28, 2020 13:58:00 GMT -5
I've sent my Kreator tickets back to MetalTix. Let's hope the Romanian Post doesn't fuck up this one. Especially since I've paid extra for a tracking code.
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Post by anaix3l on Sept 3, 2020 6:22:20 GMT -5
I never knew my neighbours were into the same music as me, but now I've learned they like it so much, they've even called the police to listen to it with us.
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Sept 9, 2020 1:23:08 GMT -5
Post by anaix3l on Sept 9, 2020 1:23:08 GMT -5
I cannot understand people who do not soak their cake in liqueur. Cake needs to be moist. Really moist.
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